I have a date tonight.  He seems like a nice enough guy.  However, I don’t really date.  I make friends, I hangout with people, and eventually I develop feelings  for a person.  I have no history with “let’s go on a date” – ok once, I had a boyfriend who really want to take me on a date.

We are meeting at a mid-point between us both cafe.  We met online; yes, I am trying online dating.


Is it too soon to start dating?

I have a terrible track record of choosing men.

I’m shy so talking to/meeting strangers is really difficult for me.

He’s younger than me.  I want to believe that I am more progressive or open minded than that…. but I don’t know if I am.  I’m trying to only consider him, regardless of age, but…