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I used my words as best I could.  I ended up with the response I expected.  I also looked at myself and made an apology that needed to happen.

I am back to doubting my decision to disclose abuse.  The scene is too small and I’m too much an outsider and society is still stacked against women.  I can honestly say I tried.  I can also say, I’m out. Out of the scene. Out a place that ceased being a haven and became a toxic trap.  I’ve made a few friends there, and I do hope I can keep them.

Now, I move forward.  My words didn’t help me, so I’ll take action. I’ll find a new place.